The butler did not know what had happened, so the young master took the scarf back as it was.

    After the young master returned to the villa, he shut himself into the room.

    Yan Yixie has always been a little moody. The housekeeper didn’t know what had happened, so he didn’t dare to ask easily. He only went back to the kitchen and let the chef prepare the dinner in silence.

    But when it was time for dinner, Yan Yixie did not go downstairs.

    The chef was groaning with hunger, and the butler asked the chef to eat with himself first.

    The chef is still scared.

    But the steward said: “It’s okay.”

    Although the young master has a bad temper, he never embarrassed him. In addition, because of Jiang Ning in the past two years, his temperament is much better than in previous years. The two of them prepared some in advance and left it to Yan Yixie. Yan Yixie would not even bother about this little matter.

    After sending the chef away, the butler carried the food on the dining tray and went up to the second floor.

    The housekeeper was standing at the door of the room, hesitating to knock on the door, and suddenly heard a huge “bang” coming from inside! It looked like something fell heavily to the ground.

    The butler recognized this voice. When the young master was still in the hospital, he refused to admit his fate. There would be such a voice every day in the ward. Xie gradually succumbed to fate and got used to relying on a wheelchair to move. But why tonight—

    “Master!” The butler hurriedly put the tray aside and slapped the door of the room desperately.

    “I’m fine.” Yan Yixie’s voice came out of the room, but it was extremely calm, not as crazy as when he learned that his legs were disabled for life a few years ago, but rather calm and mature.

    “I just want to try again…” Yanyi murmured thanks to her.

    Sweat kept rolling off his upright nose like rain, and hung on his smooth jaw, teetering until it smashed on the carpet and disappeared. He put his hands on the ground, got up again, and then clenched his teeth with his hands on the armrest of the wheelchair, trying to support himself. But the part below the knee was unconscious, and he couldn’t even stick to the ground like a wooden stake.

    The blue veins of the boy’s arms appeared from the white skin. His neck was strained and the veins tangled, revealing a wildness and despair. The back of his white T-shirt was thoroughly soaked and pressed against the muscle lines of the shoulder blades.

    The housekeeper only heard another “bang” in the room, but Yan Yixie still couldn’t stand up.

    There was a muffled sound.

    This time it was the boy making a fist and slamming it on the floor.

    Bright red blood oozes from the joints of his fingers.

    “Young Master…” The butler trembled: “Don’t have trouble with yourself, I’ll go to Jiang Ning, can I go to Jiang Ning?”

    Butler Liushen Wuzhu, he only knows that Jiang Ning must have a way.

    “Don’t go!” shouted from the room.

    The old butler was shocked.

    Then, it was quiet.

    Yan Yixie whispered: “Don’t go to Jiang Ning, the housekeeper, I’m fine, I just tried it, and it failed, and that’s it.”

    “I’m not going to do anything, don’t worry.” The

    housekeeper can’t hear Yan. Yixie’s tone, but Yan Yixie told him not to worry, but the housekeeper was a little bit sour.

    He sighed: “Okay, okay, I won’t look for it.”

    There was nothing for a while.

    Then there was no sound from the room, and the housekeeper sat on the floor lightly, holding his arms against the door frame to prevent Yan Yixie from having trouble.

    But after a while, there was no sound. The butler was slightly relieved, hesitated to put the tray on the coffee table outside, and turned to leave.

    The teenager lay on the carpet, covering the dazzling light with his arms, and sweat rolled from his Adam’s apple.

    Or not.


    Zheng Ruonan’s attitude is very clear. She will not forcefully separate the two at this time, so as not to affect the two college entrance examinations, but she will not agree, and after three years, five years, and ten years, she will not agree.

    Zheng Ruonan said, “Go and ask anyone in the world who is a mother who would agree to have her child with a disability?”

    Jiang Ning didn’t want to argue with Zheng Ruonan about this matter. If she fell in love with someone vigorously when she was ignorant in her previous life, but her mother didn’t support it at all, she might go to war or even run away from home.

    But now Jiang Ning can understand what Zheng Ruonan thinks-she can understand everything Zheng Ruonan said, she just can’t do it.

    Jiang Ning silently closed the door of her room, sat down on the bed with her mobile phone, and looked at the dark night outside the window, trying to make herself ignore her mother’s “disability”.

    But the more I wanted to let myself go, the more I felt like having a blunt knife, slowly stirring.

    Jiang Ning didn’t dare to imagine that he had only listened to a few sounds, and he was almost unable to bear it, let alone Yan Yixie listening to these derogatory remarks day after day.

    Jiang Ning covered her ears, her eyes were bitter.

    When Jiang Fan returned home, he obviously felt that the atmosphere at home was a little sluggish. After dinner, Jiang Ning went back to the room without saying a word.

    “What’s wrong?” Jiang Fan asked puzzledly.

    “Hurry up and finish, I can wash the dishes.” Zheng Ruonan urged. She glanced in the direction of Jiang Ning’s room, worried.

    Jiang Ning was sitting at the desk, absent from snacks, but looking at the time, there were only three months left before the college entrance examination. She settled down again, trying to get her thoughts and concentration back.

    She opened her homework book, finished her homework, and brushed a few sets of test papers before taking a bath and going to bed.

    Jiang Ning turned over and over on the bed wrapped in a quilt, a little unable to sleep. She took out the phone from under the pillow and wanted to call Yan Yixie, but she was afraid that he would find that his emotions were not right.

    Otherwise, I still won’t fight…? If he finds something after hitting it, it should become that he can’t sleep.

    Anyway, I can meet again at school tomorrow.

    Just as he was thinking about it, Jiang Ning was about to put away the phone, but his fingertips accidentally touched the screen and the phone was dialed directly.

    Jiang Ning was taken aback, and hung up in time before calling.

    She breathed a sigh of relief.

    After a second, the screen turned on without warning, and Yan Yixie called her back.

    … Jiang Ning had to connect.

    Before, Jiang Ning was able to make a fair call, but now Jiang Ning was a little worried about being heard by Zheng Ruonan, so he got into the bed, wrapped himself into an egg, and whispered “hi”.

    After two seconds, there seemed to be silence for a while before the teenager’s voice sounded: “Don’t quarrel with your mother.”

    Jiang Ning immediately became alert: “How do you know that I quarreled with her?”

    Yan Yixie’s voice didn’t know why it was a bit. Dumb: “Guess, it’s only ten o’clock, you are talking but you are

    screaming , hiding in the quilt. Isn’t your aunt forbid you to play with your mobile phone?” Jiang Ning breathed a sigh of relief: “Smart! So if I whisper a few words, I have to hang up.

    “Yes .” Yan Yixie: “Okay, a few sentences are done.”

    Jiang Ning grabbed the quilt, and suddenly didn’t know how to talk to Yan Yixie about the incident. After hesitated for a long time, she closed her eyes and said, “Didn’t you tell you before that I would invite you to eat at home?” I have already told my mother that she is very happy and very welcome, but she has been a bit busy in recent months and may not be able to spare time, or else I will talk about it after the college entrance examination?” The

    phone was quiet over there. After a long while, Yan Yi thanked him: “Okay.”

    “Are you not happy?” Jiang Ning keenly sensed the boy’s emotions.

    Yan Yi thanked

    him : “Why? I had to concentrate on preparing before the college entrance examination. That’s fine.” Jiang Ning was afraid of any discord and sensitivity in his mind, and hurriedly said: “After the college entrance examination, after the college entrance examination at the latest, I will definitely invite You come as a guest at home.”

    “Okay.” The boy smiled: “I’m not unhappy, don’t think too much.”

    Hearing his smile, Jiang Ning was relieved.

    Jiang Ning’s fingers unconsciously drew circles on the back of the phone. The two did not speak for a while, and the phone started to get a little hot, but no one was willing to let go.

    After a while, Yan Yixie asked: “Did you take a bath?”

    Jiang Ning’s cheeks burned: “No yellowing.”

    Yan Yixie choked and said slowly: “What I want to say is, if you wash , You can go to bed now. It’s half past ten.”

    Jiang Ning: “…”

    Jiang Ning couldn’t wait to find a hole in the ground for a while, then rolled around in the bed, pulling the quilt up, trying to pull the quilt up. Blindfolded.

    “Do you want to hang up now?” Jiang Ning held the phone, a little reluctant.

    Although she can meet each other at school every day, although she has spent more than a thousand years together, she still often feels missed. And this feeling has increased with the passage of time.

    The feelings in Yan Yixie’s heart are deeper, but he is used to being introverted and cannot speak frankly like Jiang Ning. He whispered to Jiang Ning: “Then, put your phone aside and put on your earphones to sleep. I won’t hang up. I will read “Pride and Prejudice” to you, okay?”

    “Okay.” Jiang Ning excitedly Say.

    She was happy. This kind of thing she would do in love, she hadn’t done it before.

    Jiang Ning gave Yan Yixie a thumbs up from the air: “Unexpectedly, this brother will be more facial paralyzed, and he will do this kind of outdated thing after falling in love! Good!”

    Yan Yixie: “…”

    Jiang Ning untwisted the white headphone cord, put on the blindfold, and turned off the light.

    She wrapped the quilt tightly on her body, folded her hands, lying on the warm blanket, listening to the shallow breathing of the teenager on the phone, feeling very safe in her heart.

    Yan Yixie turned a page casually, and his voice sounded quickly. He had already passed the period of voice change. His voice was between a clean boy and a mature man. The deep and strong English, like a cello falling on Jiang Ning’s heart, made Jiang Ning’s heart at peace. .

    The background sound in the earphones was slightly noisy, which reminded Jiang Ning of the time when Xuetian sat in a daze in front of the fireplace with him.

    Life flies so fast.

    Jiang Ning soon fell asleep in such a sense of security.

    Her eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and her consciousness is about to fall into a deep dream.

    When Yan Yixie finished reading that page, he paused for a long time.

    “Jiang Ning.” He whispered: “…take the earphones off before going to sleep.”

    Jiang Ning seemed to be asleep, with an unexplained hum from his nose, and turned over.

    Yan Yixie asked Jiang Ning to take off the headset, but he didn’t take it off. He listened to the heavy breathing on the other side of the phone, and his heart surged, but he still couldn’t calm down.

    “Jiang Ning.” He said in a low voice.

    Jiang Ning was very sleepy, and said vaguely “Huh?”

    Yan Yixie was silent.

    He wanted to ask, Jiang Ning, why do you like me? Why did you confess to me? If it is really like what your mother said, one day… will you feel tired?

    These three words pierced Yan Yixie’s heart like thorns, poking at what he feared and feared the most.

    He is not afraid of anything, other people’s eyesight, self-esteem, he doesn’t care about these things.

    In the years to come, he will pay ten times and one hundred times more love and dedication, even if he burns himself, he will let Jiang Ning get much more from himself than others.

    He will do his best to fill Jiang Ning’s life.

    He just begged Jiang Ning not to give up easily.


    Yan Yixie held his breath for a long time, listening to Jiang Ning’s breathing.

    Jiang Ning turned over again and made a babble-like movement.


    “Nothing, good night, good dreams.” The boy said softly at last.

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