TSGBHWSMK: Ch 51

 There was silence in the ward, only the winter wind blew the treetops and lightly hit the windows.

    If it weren’t for Jiang Ning’s second sentence, Yan Yixie’s pupils shrank in an instant, and the stiffness and fierce sorrow in his eyes gradually turned into consternation and disbelief, Jiang Ning would almost think that the boy had been taken down. Surgery.

    For several minutes, he was stunned, staring at himself, except for his Adam’s apple rolling, but he didn’t move.

    Why is there no response?

    Could it be that what I said was not direct enough?

    Jiang Ning’s adrenaline has soared a bit.

    She resisted the embarrassment, lowered her head, and hit Yan Yixie’s shoulder with her head: “Hey, give

    me a reaction.” Her heart almost jumped out.

    Yan Yixie slowly recovered from the huge shock. He stared at Jiang Ning’s head, which was close at hand, for a while, not knowing what he had thought of, and suddenly raised his eyebrows, his eyes gradually stained with suspicion.

    He glanced at the phone left by Jiang Ning, and asked uncertainly: “Who are you playing truth or dare with?”

    “…?” Jiang Ning suddenly became angry. What if she is now She vomited three liters of blood with a blood bag.

    Is her confession so unreliable?

    Before the formal career in his last life, Jiang Ning also acted in some idol dramas that were not popular, and the plot of the confession was also acted, but that was in the drama. Jiang Ning’s tricks are clearly separated from real life. In real life, she had never confessed with such a rapid heartbeat.

    As a result, Yan Yixie gave her a sudden brake, and her heartbeat suddenly turned into panic.

    Jiang Ning slapped his thigh and asked angrily: “What do you mean?”

    After saying this, Yan Yixie believed it to be true. Teenage jaw line stretched up and down in the body side also unconsciously clenched fist, he lowered his eye, will cover up live with anger and frustration, his voice almost a very dumb: “?! After such a joke you can not be less open”

    from I was joking about it three years ago. In the beginning, the nonsense of “I am willing to go wherever you go” and “It’s only to you” has become more and more excessive now. Even “be a lover” can be followed. Say it casually!

    Does she know that the speaker has no intention and the listener has the heart? ! She patted her butt and left after every time he stirred his heart into a ball of paste! Yan Yixie really wanted to pinch her to make her feel at ease.

    “No, it’s not—” Jiang Ning saw that he had misunderstood the opposite direction, crying without tears: “Who said I was joking? I’m serious! Seriously!”

    Could it be that she used to run the train and molested people? Too much, Yan Yixie doesn’t believe it anymore?

    Jiang Ning took a deep breath, changed from sitting cross-legged to kneeling, and once more seriously said: “There is no truth or dare, no joking, I said, let’s be together, not as friends and relatives, but as lovers. Together!”

    Is this clear enough? Serious enough, right? Screw him off if he doesn’t understand her!

    “…” Yan Yixie looked at her incredulously, and his anger was extinguished by her words.

    Seeing him staring at her, Jiang Ning added: “I’m confessing, serious.”

    Yan Yixie: “…”

    This time, he was shocked to the point where he breathed completely.

    Yan Yixie never even dreamed of seeing such a scene.

    He always thought that he was the only one who secretly hid a deep and awkward feeling that he couldn’t say.

    What Jiang Ning thought of him, he hadn’t discerned this problem carefully–or in other words, he didn’t dare to think about it.

    If Jiang Ning treats him as a relative as a friend, that’s not bad. He is afraid that Jiang Ning’s feelings for him start with sympathy, and in the end, most of them are still sympathy. The young man’s self-esteem was keen and lonely, which made him unable to accept this anyway… But he was reluctant to let go of Jiang Ning, so in the past few years, he simply closed his eyes to this doubt and hid his ears.

    So at this moment, although every word Jiang Ning fell on his ears was like thunder, causing a huge stormy sea to oscillate in his heart, he was still not sure what he heard.

    “You mean…” The young man lowered his eyelashes, his handsome profile looked dazed.

    “Yes, I like you.” Jiang Ning gave up.

    Although Yan Yixie tried his best to maintain the indifference and calmness on his face, and even wanted to stretch his expressionless face, the joy that came out of his heart still made him look like a young man with a sweet taste.

    “Want to be with me…?”

    “Yes, together.” Jiang Ning felt like a repeater, still repeating something.

    But it was the first time she saw Yan Yixie at a loss.

    The young man has always been cold as frost, the young man is mature, calm and self-sufficient, but at this moment, he clenched his fists, avoiding the line of sight and dared not look at her, his handsome face was red, and there was nowhere to escape.

    Jiang Ning’s cramps disappeared instantly. It seemed that someone was more nervous than her, so why was she nervous?

    Instead, Jiang Ning said narrowly: “Yan Yi, you didn’t refuse, it seems that you agree.”

    She asked softly: “Since you have liked me a long time and were willing to be with me, I asked you if you were jealous the other day. , Why don’t you admit it?”

    Yan Yixie reluctantly returned his bloody head back to normal: “…Why are you saying these… things so suddenly today? Is something happening at home?”

    There was still a look in his eyes. He was a little bit hesitant, but his Adam’s apple was tense again, as if he was still worried, Jiang Ning said these touching words to him because of a reason.

    “If something happens at home and you need money, you don’t have to say these things to please me, I will give it to you too.”

    Jiang Ning’s eyes are almost black.

    Anyway, he just doesn’t believe she likes him.

    Then she leaves?

    Jiang Ning got up from the bed deliberately, trying to get out of bed and put on shoes and socks: “You still don’t believe it. Does the environment of the ward make you feel like a confession? Also, it is too abrupt, or I will re-state another day— —” The words were not

    finished, and the young man who hurriedly straightened up his wrists was tightly gripped.

    Yan Yixie was furious: “Today’s affairs are over today, don’t be so rash!”

    “I didn’t plan to leave, I just aroused you to make you awake.” Jiang Ning knelt back on the bed again and watched. He thanked Yan and muttered: “I have said three rounds of my confession. Even if you can’t believe it anymore, you should accept reality.”

    Yan Yixie: “…” Is this the way to accept reality?

    Then this reality he really didn’t want to wake up.

    Yan Yixie held Jiang Ning’s wrist and refused to let go. Jiang Ning knew that he had to give him a strong medicine to make him believe that he really liked him. The mouth that grows on people is used to speak. Jiang Ning decided to spread his thoughts and analyze it clearly with him.

    “I actually wanted to confess long ago.” Jiang Ning said.

    The wind came in through the gap between the window and the curtains, gently flicking the girl’s long, tousled hair and the short hair on the boy’s forehead.

    Yan Yixie’s eyelashes trembled, and the phalanx of Jiang Ning’s wrist clasped harder.

    “But it’s not so easy to build up the courage.”

    Jiang Ning said again: “I hesitated for a long time and didn’t know how to speak, and I was also testing your thoughts. But this accident made me understand that I should do things as early as possible, otherwise if something happens, I regret it. It’s too late to regret things for a lifetime. So I think that the place and time of speaking are not the most important thing, the important thing is to say it. Alas, but now it’s in the hospital, and there is still the smell of disinfectant, which is really not good If I knew I would…”

    Yan Yi thanked: “I think it’s good.”

    Jiang Ning was taken aback and looked up at him. Although Yan Yixie maintained a calm appearance on the surface, the roots of his ears were already red. .

    “But you don’t believe it.” Jiang Ning’s eyes showed some smiles, but he complained dissatisfiedly: “You think I was joking.”

    “I really couldn’t believe it at the beginning.” Yan Yixie recalled the short time effort. , I feel like a roller coaster, but I still feel a little unreal.

    Let him say what he said, he never dared to think that Jiang Ning would like him-if the kidnapping accident did not happen, at this moment, he could stand in front of Jiang Ning with his legs, and he would never hesitate to hold Jiang Ning in a tight circle. Confined to her own possessions, she is not allowed to covet her, nor is she allowed to look at others.

    But now he… how could Jiang Ning like a disability with a gloomy personality.

    Jiang Ning is so eye-catching, her world is rich and colorful, and there are so many people and things. He thinks that although her beam of light has shone on him, it will shine on others, and will eventually leave him.

    Jiang Ning saw the boy’s eyebrows drooping. Although his eyebrows were in a weak mood, he didn’t know why Jiang Ning’s heart seemed to be twisted by a hand.

    Her gaze fell to Yan Yixie’s shoulder and neck again.

    Snow-white gauze wrapped around his shoulders, and a corner appeared from under his clothes. Let him have a fierce sense of resistance.

    Jiang Ning couldn’t help but stretched his head forward, trying to get over to feel the injury.

    Yan Yixie saw her leaning forward so quickly that she leaned forward and gave her a hand quickly.

    Jiang Ning just pushed him back gently.

    Being unprepared and afraid that Jiang Ning would fall, Yan Yixie stretched out his hand to block the edge of the bed, his back pressed against the pillow.

    Whenever there is any movement, the wound will inevitably be torn apart. Yan frowned without a trace, and Jiang Ning didn’t notice it.

    Jiang Ning straddled him-of course, he was worried about the wound on his back, and did not press it up, just kneeling on the pile of quilts.

    The posture of the two was a little strange for a while.

    Before the ambiguous and weird atmosphere was brewing, Jiang Ning suddenly asked, “Do you remember that you asked me a question three years ago, am I sympathizing with you?”

    Yan Yixie lifted his lips.

    Jiang Ning said: “I couldn’t answer this question at the time, but now I can answer it clearly.”

    “It’s not sympathy, it’s liking.” Jiang Ning looked into his eyes.

    Yan Yixie’s breathing is inevitably a bit short, all his uncertainty, all the haze and dark clouds in his heart, seem to be washed away by this sentence.

    Because of his pride, Jiang Ning understood what he didn’t ask.

    Face to face, eyes facing each other.

    Seeing that Yan Yixie was still silent, Jiang Ning couldn’t help but feel a little anxious, thinking he still didn’t believe it.

    “What about this?”

    Jiang Ning finished softly, licking his lips, leaning over and pressing his lips to Yan Yixie’s.

    The moment his lips and teeth touched, Yan Yixie’s head burned for a moment. He stared blankly at Jiang Ning’s beautiful white face close at hand, like butterfly wings fluttering light eyelashes, blood all over his head. Flooding.

    Obviously it was just a touch, but his soul seemed to be shaken by the earth.

    The wind from the window blew the boy’s forehead and he heard Jiang Ning ask.

    “Now, do you believe it?”

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